Suddenly a Husband
The True Secret

That night, there was only Abah, Mommy, Ami and bang Sigit at home. Yohana and I were out of town for three days on a school study tour. Abah was furious when a woman the age of bang Sigit came to our house to hold her pregnancy accountable. Bang Sigit admitted his mistake. Abah was furious, almost killed bang Sigit because it was considered to have tarnished the family's good name. Moreover, Abah is known as alim ulama, but his son even committed adultery with women who turned out his background was not clear. But, thanks to the mother who begged while bowing down before Abah, also the woman was finally willing to make a pact with the family kamk, finally Abah did not kill bang Sigit, he said, but every time upset Abah always bring up the first disgrace.

Bang Sigit claimed to be a khilaf. He only did it once. At that time bang Sigit was really depressed by Abah's demands which he said were very heavy. Where bang Sigit should be able to become a respected scholar with a large congregation. The demand was contrary to the heart of bang Sigit who felt not good, not yet in his knowledge, but forced to pretend to be virtuous and knowledgeable in the community.

When completely lost direction, bang Sigit wanted to feel just one time doing the forbidden thing because he felt his life was very dull and he never felt happy even once. A college friend who was secretly interested in bang Sigit and always observed from afar in the end ventured to approach bang Sigit after previously feeling insecure because he realized he was just a student Nyambi chicken campus, while bang Sigit is an accomplished and famous student alim.

Siska name, she is indeed very beautiful, but it has become an open secret that she can be booked anyone. One day he offered himself to bang Sigit, but bang Sigit refused until an accident occurred that made bang Sigit and mbak Siska were in one place for a long time. That brief togetherness, plus the extraordinary seduction of Satan made them slip even though previously Mbak Siska had promised to repent. Now he even both slipped with bang Sigit. Repeating sins he regrets.

They both regret and intend to repent to God. They had to keep their distance until finally found out that Siska was pregnant. Abah could not accept if they were married to the reasons of Siska's dark past. Abah was afraid that their marriage would make the prestige of the Sigit bang that people began to know to be destroyed. But on one side of the bang Sigit must also be responsible.

Finally Abah made the decision that bang Sigit should be married to another woman who will be willing to babysit bang Sigit and mbak Siska so that no longer need to be responsible to her biological mother Alif.

Yohana is a girl who was chosen because she had to return the Budi because she had been raised by Abah and Mommy since childhood, even had been in school until high school.

Unfortunately, along with that Abah also knew that I and Johana loved each other. Of course this is a new problem for Abah. Adding to the wrath I was driven out of the house just because Abah was worried that all the big secrets of our family would be exposed.

I never saw Yohana get pregnant let alone give birth because I rarely go home. All I know at that time I had a nephew and I think it was his son bang Sigit with Yohana.turns out no, it's his son bang Sigit with mbak Siska. Yohana herself was also forbidden to tell the true events to anyone. She was forced to pretend to be Alif's mother..

After marriage, she was locked up at home for months so no one would know about her pregnancy.

"Now you already know everything, right, so please don't be angry with Brother Yohana anymore because he's not wrong." Ami said, ending the story. "He's just a victim who has to return the favor because he's been taken care of by our parents."

"But everything happened. They're married." I said. "Added now he must also have married another man who was betrothed by his extended family."

If I had known what had happened back then, I would never have been hostile towards Johana. He was the victim and Jayus felt bitterness during his six-year marriage. I just hope that at that time bang Sigit can be a good husband for him to replace his suffering.

"For this time Brother Yohana has been devoted to our family, it is fitting that he can be independent. He did not ask for adoption, so he also had no obligation to return the favor, but Abah was too petty, asking others to be responsible for covering up his son's disgrace." Said Ami again.

I feel more guilty for Yohana. He has felt so much suffering. I can't be a comfortable place for him to complain until he keeps everything from me. What a pity his fate. Since childhood, given hope by making him a family member but only used as a surrogate mother or rather a caregiver for a child who is not his flesh and blood.

If I could get my chance back, I would be the one to always defend him. Be in the front row if anyone wants to be arbitrary to him. But unfortunately I was negligent. It even adds to his suffering. I regret that yesterday I refused my mother's request to marry her. She must have suffered more, twice failing to marry the man she loved. If I used to suffer the most in this story, I was wrong, Johana suffered the most.

"I'm sorry Han" I whispered. I'm really sorry I ignored him the second time. I owe him a lot. "Then bang Sigit, what about the accident? Why did Abah claim to have been the cause of death bang Sigit?" my many.

There's something weird I don't know. About the death of bang Sigit. while at the tomb I saw Abah crying, plus he also wrote the same thing. There must be a secret here that I don't know about.