Suddenly a Husband
You Should Go

"Father ... Why is that? You ngusir me?" ask Nilam in a stammering voice. He seemed surprised because there was no talk or complacency from me that he had to leave our house. But suddenly I told him to move out, after preparing a temporary residence so that he could no longer dodge. "Wait a minute, this ... What's really going on, sir? Didn't you say I can stay here?"

"Yes. Yesterday can. But I've got a good friend to stay with for you so now you can go there soon. I have also prepared an office driver to help you move" I replied.

"Sir? What ... is this because of Ms Yohana? I guarantee you this is just a misunderstanding, sir. We ...."

"It's not because of my wife or anyone else. But I did plan everything so that you could move on with your life well." I said, trying to protect my wife and family from being the target of his anger. I don't know how this woman's character is, I don't know what danger she could cause if we did something to upset her.

"Oh, it looks like you've been conspiring. I-i understand. Well if this is your decision, I only regret the attitude of the father who suddenly changed when we were fine before. I don't know who whispered to my father. I just hope that later you will not regret the decision that I think is unfair to myself" Nilam said with confidence.

"Don't get me wrong" I reminded. "I told you that my wife and children were not involved. Why are you accusing me like that anyway? Are you arguing over something that's not true?"

"You give as to what is still the reality. Oh yes Ma'am Yohana, you once made a mistake that I thought could forgive you, but it turns out you again made a mistake so that my patience ran out, yes at least I've given you a last chance and you wasted it!" He stared hard at Johana.

"What mistake?" Yohana frowned. "I never meant to be evil except to fortify my family!"

"Yes. Just do as much as you can until eventually you will be destroyed also because they are like you destroy someone's hope. In the end I realized that you really are not a sincere and kind person. You are rotten and full of masks. I don't know what it's all for" Nilam said.

"Don't talk more and more slurred, you should now immediately get ready to meet a driver. I don't want any misunderstandings here. Do what you want, but not with my family members." I said, trying to keep my wife fortified because I felt like she was trying to keep blaming Yohana. "You can't stay here because you're not a member of the family."

"Family members?" he looked at me, then turned to Yohana, then laughed as hard as he could to make us even more confused. What's wrong with him. "Yes, I'm not a member of the family, I'm not your adopted son like he was "he pointed at Caca, making us even more furious.

"Go!" I said. My patience is running out.

Why is there such a person. It's been helped, fixed, but it's attacking innocent people.

Nilam did not care, he immediately went into Caca's room, then groped his suitcase. He refused to go with the office driver, choosing to go by taxi, somewhere, because we did not have time to follow him.

"Do you know what he said?" I asked Yohana

"No dear. I wonder too. We've only met once, how could I have done one wrong before to her?" Yohana is still confused.

"Related. But why did you finally throw him out?"

"I want to obey my wife's words because I believe whatever she decides InshaAllah is best for us!"

"Darling," Yohana blushed.

Either let alone the problem after this, which is clear at this time I am relieved because finally our house is safe again.

***

Too much work these days, I've barely had time for office business. Even a few days I came home late. There's no time to talk to Yohana let alone Caca.

Now, when the job is done and there is free time, I do not waste the opportunity, immediately take time off and invite my wife and children for vacation. They welcomed him with joy. We first went to Ami's house. For a long time I have not met the only wayang sister and also the two ponakan who were once briefly taken care of by Yohana.

It feels like time is passing so quickly. We're getting older and the kids are growing up.

"Darling, are you happy?" ask Yohana.

"Of course I'm happy with a wife and child that I love so much." I said.

"Yes. I'm also happy, having you and Caca. I used to be very broken, that feeling is only me who felt, I did not tell anyone including you, because I know, you will be sad if you know it. I want to have a real child. But God said something else. I am not afraid that you will leave me or turn to others, for I am very sure of your heart, dear. I am jealous of the women around us. Even Ami got offspring, even twins. I also wanted to do that. But over time, seeing you who still love me no matter what the circumstances, makes me realize that indeed this life will not always be perfect, in accordance with what we want. There will be times when we don't get what we want. It is enough that I am grateful for what God has given me, that even when I dare not desire God to finally give, you suddenly become my husband. That's more than enough, baby. Thank you very much." Yohana was crying, not a cry of sadness, but the opposite. He is so happy with what God has done in our lives.

If he knew, I would have felt the same way even though I packed it in silence. There were only tears when I was in my prostration. As Yohana said earlier, not all our desires can be obtained. There is a lot of wisdom behind it. However, right now I do not choose the same path as Yohana. I choose to keep it until the end of my life because I don't want Yohana's feelings to change again. Sad because it turns out I also had a lot of desire for offspring.

"So, we're gonna age together, right?" my many.

"Not both. There is Caca, Ami and her children are also Alif who hopefully will really be able to become our daughter-in-law" said Yohana.

"Yep, it seems like you are much more yearning than Lila and Yanuar. Be careful, you know, the women should be a little selling expensive." I ticked him, he just chuckled.