
Yohana really wanted to leave but held her back. I don't want to lose her again even if everyone will curse me, I don't care. I repeatedly say Istighfar. It may sound strange, one side repents for my mistakes, the other side still does what this heart says. It's chasing people's wives!
"Ben, release!" Yohana squealing. "You ... Why are you? Ben, don't let my patience run out. You are the one who made me finally get here, living a life that is no less bitter. You were the one who rejected the match yesterday, so why now ask me to go back there?"
"I'm sorry, Han,"
"Sorry, it won't bring Ben back. You see, everything is so different. Status that can't change anymore."
"I just didn't want to make you suffer. Being at home with no one to protect will only make you suffer."
"Whatever the pain was like, I don't care about Ben. I don't care, because you're by my side. Although I can't reach you, seeing your presence has become a cure for my pain. Different from here ... I really suffered." she cried. "But I've gotten used to myself. I have accepted my destiny with a big chest. Then why are you present again when everything is very complicated. There was a wedding, there were kids. Why Ben? Can't you just leave me alone?"
"Han, how could I possibly do all that? What crazy idea is that, we don't know each other? You're kidding Han. I can't. You better curse me than pretend you don't know each other. I can face anything but cannot bear to lose you again. When you married bang Sigit, my life was ruined. I lost all my spirit. You leave I am also back destroyed, so I am here to restore my spirit of life that is you Han."
"Your staff talks like that after what you and Reni went through."
"Why Reni?"
"You're married and you have a baby. Do you want to betray him or do you want to double up? No, Ben, I won't. As long as you know, enough to be duaakan by bang Sigit, I'm still capable, but if it's you who do I can't!"
"Hey, wait a minute. You jealous? To Reni?" I looked at Yohana's reddened face holding in anger, then I laughed out loud, and was relieved because I still had me in her heart.
"Why laugh? What's so funny? This isn't funny, Ben. Stop laughing or I'll leave now!"
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"Han, Reni's nobody. He's just a friend. You are the only one in my heart. That's why I got here, it's all for you. I don't want to lose you anymore!"
"The way you talk, Ben." Yohana. "I hate traitors the most!"
"It seems you misunderstood . Well, I'll explain it, even if it's a secret. Reni and I were married only in the country, I did it to help her and the baby. Reni was hit by a disaster that made her pregnant out of wedlock. To preserve the honor of the baby, he asked me to marry him. This marriage will be over soon after Bre's letters are done." I told Yohana everything. The events that happened to Reni. Why we got married and the deal we made. The rest of us have nothing to do.
Yohana seemed relieved to hear my story. But he also sympathized with Reni. "You should have taken good care of Reni, Ben. Not leaving him there. Poor Reni and the baby."
"I married her also as a form of responsibility for my negligence that left Reni alone" I said
"Yes, Reni must be completely guarded. He's been through something unpleasant. May he find a soul mate who loves and loves him."
"Oh yeah?"
Now I'm telling you about Riko who loved Reni so much. But the condition of her family makes Riko can not be responsible for Reni's pregnancy. Now that he has finished being a doctor, he is ready to accept all the consequences if he marries a woman of his heart.
"Then what about you? This life of yours, will you still survive?" my many.
"This is my destiny, Ben."
"Han, don't you want to divorce her? Look, until now he's still attached to his ex-wife."
"former? It's still his wife. Just anyways talk!" Yohana stared sadistically.
"Lho, so you're being cheated on? Such a man, who has little morals and responsibilities but you accept as his second wife?"
Yohana looked confused, then suddenly she laughed out loud. It was my turn to be confused.
"Why laugh? Hey, this is really not funny. That man even I'm sure he doesn't pray, his faith is thin but you chose something like that instead. It's so sad for you, Han!" the real me was disappointed to forget about it by mocking Yohana.
"What's? Ben, you really haven't changed huh, I've often reminded you not to be arrogant. You always feel better than other people when you also may be a lot of harm. Although he is famous for being rude and looks rough but he did not put two!" yohana Reply.
"meaning?"
"I should have asked, so you think me and him are married? That so?"
"Yes. I see, right?"
"Heh, where can siblings get married. We are blood brothers. Haram Ben, haram! I still have brains!"
"Jp ... So that guy?"
"Yes, he's my brother. My only living brother. Although he was bad in your eyes and everyone but he was still my brother and I loved him very much because I finally knew that I had a blood relative."
"Oh my God, but why begi? Aren't you invited to marry me?"
"Yes." Yeah." Yohana looked far ahead. "My uncle and aunt were devout, Ben. You saw for yourself, right? Also the man who hugged me. At the airport, they saw me say goodbye to you. The brother saw our closeness for himself. When I was in my uncle's village, I was in court. They questioned my heart and I finally confessed everything. I'm honest that I love you Ben. They were angry and decided to cancel the wedding plan. At first my uncle and aunt wanted to give me back to your family, but I refused because I realized that my presence was no longer desirable. My uncle and aunt refused to accept me, so they gave me back to my brother, the only person who, though bad, still supported me." - Yohana. "I have no purpose in life, Ben. That's why I had to accept whatever my brother told me because he's the only family I have."