Suddenly a Husband
The Traveling of Bang Sigit.

In the third year, I finally got home. When I first entered, no one wanted to talk to me, all shut their mouths tightly, even turned away even though I had reached out. sometimes it occurs to me to really not go home, but I can not deny I miss my family, although not as warm as other families.

With Yohana, since then we have never spoken, not even to look face to face. I was so sure when he came home he avoided it by locking himself in his room. But so much better do I think because he is a traitor of love, he is unfaithful, willing to leave me who has fought desperately.

I lay my body on the bed, while lying to the right, a shadow of Yohana was sweeping the porch of the house. Not long before the sound of crying children. His son and bang Sigit. Name's Alif. I've seen him a few times with that cute boy, his face adorable, the combination of his mother and father. He only looked with a curious look, I did not dare to greet him either. Between fear being a problem and also having a bad feeling, however, it is the daughter of the girl who broke my heart.

"Main here yes, Umi wants to turn over the page first." Yohana's voice spoke to her son.

I wanted to turn around and continue to sleep but it was as if I was held back by the other side of my heart that was curious about her. When I passed by, she still had that beautiful face.

"No. This isn't right." I immediately got up, went into the bathroom in the room, then poured water on my head until it was soaked. I can't think of Yohana. It is my brother's wife, my brother's widow! I hate him so much. He was a traitor.he promised to fight for our love together. No matter what happens, she wants to marry me, but it turns out the opposite is true..When his turn came to talk to Abah, he only locked his mouth until it was perceived that only I wanted the marriage of the two of us, while Yohana just obeyed the decision Abah married herself to bang Sigit.

Tok to tok. Room door on tap. Mother came in to bring a plate of fried rice and a glass of white milk. I'm certainly surprised, tumben once was? Six years were ignored, but now on the contrary, it certainly makes me uneasy .

"Mother knows it's too late. You must hate your mother so much, but even though I'm your mother, even though heaven doesn't deserve under my feet, you must still be kind to me." Mother said. "Ben, forgive mom. Although this feels stale, but you sincerely apologize. Mommy will not explain how you feel after the incident, which is clear, you regret Ben." Mother said. "Eat. You may feel uncomfortable, but please, allow mother to get back to fixing everything even though it is very late. At least this is proof that you regret Ben. Mommy regrets being a bad mother to you. Mother is not fair as a mother!"

Although very hurt, but my heart is not that hard, made this way by Mother has made me shed tears.

"Ben, can you hug you?" Pinta Mother.

"No. No!" I said, bribing the rice with tears. For six years my mother ignored me, even to touch her hand when she wanted to shake hands mother always dodged, maybe I was too vindictive, but at this time I could not make peace with myself. Let me get used to myself continuing on all by myself. I promise I won't hate, just don't bother anymore.

"Ben!" mother ran out, of course while crying. I was the same, shedding tears more and more.

Sorry, Bun. Excuse me. You taught me like this. I said, shriek.

***

"Art!" the sound of Abah's cry, making me who was eating while crying choked.

"Get out, Abah wants to talk!" Call Abah.

I immediately got out of bed after Abah went to the room. Even though he only appeared at the door but it made me growl.

"What's up, Bah?" I said, after being close to Abah.

"Sit down!" He pointed to the dining table in front of him. I just according. "Why did you make your mother cry? Want to be a bad boy, you? Just so you know, if it wasn't for your mother's whining, I wouldn't have told you to go home!"

I got hurt back. Does that need to be clarified? But there's no point in refuting Abah, it's the same as digging your own grave.

"Sorry," I said.

"Next time I've got you to know manners!" Abah spoke in a soft voice but filled with emphasis. While the mother who just came out of the room immediately sat between the two of us. Mother did not dare to look at me, but from the way she played the end of her brackets, it was clear that Mother was very uncomfortable.

"Ben, actually Abah and Mommy are asking you to come home because there's one thing." Mother said.

"What?" my question, without raising my head, continued to bow while daydreaming. Letting my mind drift so that I don't cry with the hurtful words Abah said earlier. If I shed a tear then Abah will definitely insult me all out. Weak boys, whiny and others.

"Ben, you know that our family has just grieved over the loss of one of the members, your brother Sigit. You know how big the wound in Abah and Mommy's heart is." Mother said, wiping her tears.

"Me too!" I said, in my heart. Although often treated unfairly, but I was the same as my parents, lost bang Sigit. Although we are not close, our blood is the same. That's why I tried to avoid all this time so that my brother could live his life comfortably.

"His departure was so sudden. We are all shocked and honestly very unprepared. During these three months we still feel all this like a nightmare." continued Mother.

I became provoked, about if I was called by God first, would they also feel the same rights or even not care at all?

Ahhh, why am I so intrigued to know the answer even if it would hurt me. It is clear Abah and Mommy will not care because first when I got DHF they ignored. I'm really jealous. Just because I liked Yohana and dared to fight, I was treated differently like this. Suddenly a smile was engraved on my lips, a smile of disappointment, as well as a mockery that such was my value in this family.