Suddenly a Husband
Farewell

My body is still trembling, even though Yohana has calmed down. Still imagined, how Mr. Diki finally breathed his last in my lap. He, the man who hated my family so much because of Abah, and wished all the children of Abah's descendants to be destroyed, suffered more than he did but eventually went through my hands as well. And we kids are close to each other. Such is the scenario of life, really difficult to understand.

"Honey, drink first "Yohana has a glass of water that she brought, and then give it to me. Slowly he helped me drink until the whole contents of the water ludes.

"I'm really scared." I said, still with a trembling body, but it was calmer. "Don't leave me, baby." I said. This body just trembled after all the funeral series of Mr. Diki. From the beginning to the end, I was there. Even come down to the burrow with Yanuar mas. That's why I finally shook, because at that time, I felt like seeing how hatred would only destroy someone, make him suffer. It will be like burning charcoal. It was new in the world, somehow weighing later in the afterlife. I was really scared to imagine everything. "Darling, have you really forgiven us?" The question was also raised. As the representative of the surviving family, I felt burdened with apologies for both my parents.

"Of course, honey. I've never held a grudge against anyone, let alone Abah and Mommy. Whatever the past, it's past to me and I don't care. I just want to prepare my future as best I can with you my husband." He said, gently rubbing my head.

"Don't leave me, baby, don't. I beg you." I begged him.

***

The departure of Mr. Diki on my lap apparently makes me burdened. For three days in a row I kept dreaming about him. A dream that made me scream in fear. I really feel uncomfortable. It was as if he wanted to say a farewell that frightened me.

Yohana, who is sorry for my condition for three days, keeps reminding me to send prayers to Mr. Diki as well. Maybe that would calm him down, and so would I.

Fortunately, on the fourth day, the dream finally came. Even so I intend to change everything. I want to be a better human being. As my back later. Moreover, the possibility of us having descendants is very small, I have to rely on myself. Do not want to feel the torment also in the afterlife later after the world test is quite heavy.

***

Almost a year of work, suddenly my position went up. It's very rare, because I'm only one year old. But Mr. Mahen, his sister om Bili reasoned that I was very good at his work, also responsible. So he recommended me and got the ACC. But at the back, Mr. Mahen admitted, besides I have a good work performance, he also wants to prepare me as a replacement in the fourth year later. So from now on he gives a promotion so that my name goes up.

Actually getting all this makes me very grateful, but I also worry if something is wrong. Some sort of corruption. But again he managed to convince me that this is common in the world of work. Must prepare the heir to office.

"Enjoy Ben, slowly later you will also understand "said Mr. Mahen while patting my shoulder slowly.

In addition, the funds for sightseeing in the value of Yohana is quite large. He was worried that he would do waste. Finally, I decided to buy more land in urban areas. We build houses, production houses and small shops in one neighborhood. The plan, Yohana will not participate in the production again, she will focus on watching because I do not want her to be too tired.

At first Yohana refused because she was confused also if there was no work, home affairs are also now not too time consuming because the three of us are both doing it, usually the rest of Yohana's time to participate in the production of sanjai. but because I insisted he finally accepted also the decision I made. It's for his own good, too.

"Before, just imagine I didn't dare, would have a house, a production house and a shop like this. I'm really happy, baby. We are so grateful for the provision that God has given us. It's a lot of things" said Yohana, as we monitored the construction of our house.

"Alhamdulillah, this is sustenance for the wife of Saliha as you." I said. "God love you, Han. He knows how your heart is. So noble. You have to keep going like this. To me, you are a blessing that I must continue to be grateful for." I said. We both hold hands.

"Honey, our sustenance is already much. Can I ask you something?" Ask. He looked hopefully anxious, seeing it of course I was very anxious. What kind of request will be made?

"What do you want? Justsaytheword. As long as we're married for nearly two years, you haven't asked for anything, I promise I'll grant." I said.

", Really?" His pair of eyes immediately sparkled. "I want to go to Sumatra. I miss Upik and Puti very much. For months they could not be contacted. The home said the children were busy. I felt something strange, I felt bad too. Actually from a few months ago wanted to convey this but I'm worried about disturbing your concentration, baby. Now that things are better, maybe we can visit there a day or two" Yohana said expectantly.

"It doesn't seem like it can now, baby." I said. Thus making the light in his eyes instantly dim along with his smile. Actually I can't bear it, but I have to do it. "Other times." I said.

"Oh yeah. You must be busy, huh?" He nodded, forcing a different smile than before. Then my wife went inside.

Upik and Puti, it has been this three months we had a bit difficult to contact him, the parlour like always in a hurry if we call when telling you already transfer money. But I'm not as suspicious as Yohana. Perhaps because of their already very strong inner bond contact. Moreover, they still have a brotherly relationship even though they are not biological.

Now, I began to busy checking the date on HP, then began to contact the online travel party. I hope this can be a pleasant surprise for Yohana.