The Passion of the Segara
Eps. #22 Is Not Just Lust

A few weeks passed after Segara and Mutiara's wedding day, the seeds of love had already begun to bloom between them. Their first kiss already carried a second, third and so on. It was as if it had become opium for both of them so kissing Pearl before leaving for sea had become a habit Segara. Pearls never refused to be treated like that by Segara, but it was just a kiss, they did not dare to kiss deeper than that.

Although already in love with each other, but the two are still the same do not express their feelings, especially Mutiara, his concern about Segara's past that until now has not been remembered, he said, he did not dare to convince his heart to establish a relationship too deep with Segara and he also tried to reject his heart that he was in love with Segara.

Doubt Pearl like that which makes Segara also reluctant to declare his love for Pearl, he did not want to force everything to Pearl, he did not want to force it all to Pearl, he only hopes Pearl sincerely believes that he will always take care of her even though his memory has returned.

Although Segara and Mutiara slept in the same room and on the same bed, but nothing ever happened between them. It often crossed Segara's mischievous mind hoping for a beautiful caliph between them, but none of that ever happened. Although sometimes they accidentally hug each other while asleep, but they will immediately release their arms when they wake up. In addition, their chances of passing the night together were also very rare. Segara spent more nights going to sea with Imran.

That night was the night of the full moon, Segara and Imran did not go to sea.

Segara and Mutiara had equally laid his body on the bed, but both equally unable to close his eyes.

"You haven't slept, Ra?" asked Segara who could feel that Pearl was still not asleep and looked agitated because he continued to flip his body looking for the most comfortable position to be able to sleep, while rolling his legs with a blanket thick.

"No idea, Bang. I was drowsy but these eyes arrived can not be invited to compromise, but the literacy continues until now can not be closed. Maybe because the air tonight is so cold" he replied grumbling.

Segara then tilted his body facing towards Pearl while staring at the face of Pearl that looks bright yet no drowsiness.

"Ra, can I sleep while holding you? I'm cold, too, but you don't share a blanket with me!" please Segara with a half grin.

"Sorry, Bang! i've forgot. I don't like to wear blankets!" kilah Mutiara while removing her blanket and began to share it with Segara.

"The blanket's over, the hug's not yet, Ra!" connect Segara again with the tone of teasing Pearl. Segara then grabbed the hands of Pearl and looped it around his shoulder. Segara also slipped his hands on the waist of the Pearl so that the two now embrace very tightly and their faces so close. Feeling his body that close to Segara, making the heart of Pearl beat so fast, his mind became so unremarkable, drifting somewhere.

Segara again landed a kiss on the lips of Pearl that made Pearl immediately closed his eyes.

"We're a married couple, Ra! you don't be this awkward towards me!" sue Segara who felt the cold attitude of Pearl towards him.

From the words spoken by Segara, Mutiara could feel there was a passion tucked behind the warm attitude Segara that night towards him.

"I'm not awkward, Bang. I'm just not ready to do it!" lugu's answer.

"What's the matter, Ra? we're a legitimate couple, am I wrong if I demand that from you?" ask Segara again with a little joke.

Segara looked into Pearl's eyes meaningfully. "Ra, this time I'm serious, I want to be honest with you, if I'm actually in love with you, Ra!" terang Segara's. He was no longer able to hold on to his feelings. In his mind, Pearl is a very innocent girl, of course Pearl will not want to express his feelings first, so Segara immediately shot him first.

Although already aware of it, but when he heard the expression of love that came out directly from the mouth of Segara, Pearl was bowed, her eyes glassy glass was unable to hold the happiness in her heart, she said, but he was also confused as to how to answer it. Although he is very sure that he also loves Segara, but his doubts about Segara's past again make him silent without a word.

"Tell me that you love me too, Ra! although our marriage started because of a misunderstanding, but we promised to learn to love each other, right?" because Pearl just fell silent, then Segara again continued his sentence.

"Yes, Bang! I also love you." finally the honest answer came out of the lips of Pearl who said softly.

Hearing Pearl's reply, Segara tightened his embrace, "thank you for loving me, Ra! believe me, no matter what happens I will always look after and love you. I don't care about my past anymore, Ra! For me there is only a future, and you are my future!" Segara confirmed the word he said.

The pearl immediately cried in Segara's arms, but tears of happiness were flowing from both eyes.

No longer just tasting, Segara now kissed the lips of Pearl very deep and Pearl was only able to return the kiss with full feeling, both washed away in the warmth of their love.

As if he did not want to escape, Segara continued to kiss the Pearl until passion greeted him shahdu. The kiss on the lips has now moved to the neck and chest of the Pearl which makes the Pearl moment crumpled. His heart was beating irregularly, his body was trembling. How not, for the first time a man touched it so intensely. D*a little hunk came out unstoppable from her lips.

Segara continued to launch his attack to fondle Pearl, to leave some red stains mark his ownership on the neck of Pearl, his hands that previously only hugged the waist of Pearl now began to mischievously touch everything on the body of the tiny Pearl. Slowly the burly hand crept between the tight-fitting T-shirt that Pearl wore to touch the two protrusions still hiding behind the thin bra that covered it.

"Aaaahh....Bang....!" d*sahan Pearl was getting unstoppable, Segara gently squeezed two sensitive parts on his chest that instantly made his body stiffen.

"I love you so much, Ra!" segara whispered in Pearl's ear while giving a kiss in her ear. The warm breath of Segara makes the Pearl increasingly unable to control himself, passion has now mastered it.

Segara removed the Pearl bra hook while gently rubbing the round object that was stuck behind the detached bra, Segara buried his head between the halves of the two objects and his lips touched the soft end of the brown and instantly made the Pearl more mend*sah.

A moment of Pearl drifting in his passion with Segara, but the same moment arrived he remembered who Segara who immediately returned to arouse his doubts.

With both hands, Pearl pushed Segara's body that was overriding him, "do not continue again, Bang!" pekikik while turning his body away from the body Segara.

Segara was aghast at the rejection of the Pearl that occurred when it arrived, when the Pearl was seen so enjoying their passion.

"What's wrong with you, Ra? did I hurt you?" Segara seemed very confused by the attitude of Pearl who suddenly changed towards him.

"I'm sorry, Bang! I can't do it, I'm really not ready, Bang!" replied Pearl accompanied by her sobs. Pearl pulled the blanket to cover his chest, t-shirts and bras he had previously worn had been knocked out somewhere by the hands of Segara who had touched him.

Segara took a deep breath. He then moved from the bed, fixed his clothes and took the Pearl t-shirt and bra that had been thrown.

"Here, put your clothes on again, Ra! I'm sorry, I'm in too much of a hurry to ask this from you!" Segara handed Pearl T-shirts and bras to her while wiping tears on Pearl's cheeks.

Segara then came out of the room and Pearl put on her clothes again.

"Drink first, Ra!" Segara had returned to his room while bringing a glass of water to Pearl.

Pearl's hands trembled as she grabbed the glass from Segara's hands, she was so afraid that after his refusal Segara would be angry and disappointed in him.

"I'm sorry, Bang! I'm really not ready to do all this, I know you'll be very disappointed in me, Bang!" his sobs.

"Here it is, forget it, Ra! I'm wrong, shouldn't I just think of myself without thinking about your feelings."

"I know you deserve to do it, Bang! but I..me...?"

"Stttt.....!" Segara cut the phrase Pearl by putting his index finger on the lips of Pearl that is still sobbing.

"No need to apologize, Ra! I understand how you feel! I'm not gonna ask you to do that again, and I'm gonna wait until you're really ready to give it all up for me, Ra!" segara said to calm the Pearl.

"Our relationship isn't just lust, Ra! I sincerely love you, once again forgive me, I will not repeat my actions again, Ra!" Segara hugged Pearl with full of feeling, there was guilt filling the niches of his heart, he really did not want to claim his rights from Pearl if the Pearl itself was not ready to give it.