The Passion of the Segara
Eps. #86 Choosing to Go

After Sandra left the apartment, Pearl sat frozen on the living room sofa. Everything he heard from Sandra made his heart instantly upset and devastated.

"It turns out the city is so narrow, I didn't expect to find out everything so soon here" muttered Pearl.

"Is this fate or just a coincidence?" The Pearl Mind was now filled with various questions.

"What I was afraid of happened all this time turned out to be true, after his memory returned, Bang Segara had indeed forgotten me. He loved his first wife Livina very much, but her mother hated her, but she still married him." Inner Pearl grumbling.

"Will me? I'm so stupid because I still love him so much." Unasked, tears gushed from both cores of his eyes. The old heart wound can be covered as if gaping back even like doused salt water, so painful and painful for him.

"What should I do now?" Pearl became worried not knowing what to do after knowing that Mama Yuna is the mother of the man she loved so much. However, it was also the man who had made him so disappointed and hurt.

"What if Lady Yuna finds out about Baruna?" The pearl thought again.

"Now that Madam Yuna is very close to Baruna, she has taken over all my duties as her mother, what if she later finds out that the child is her biological grandchild? She would have really taken it from me!" Pearl's heart became very worried, various bad thoughts now seemed to dance mocking inside his head.

The pearl brushed away the tears on her cheeks with the back of her hand then took a deep breath trying to stop her crying.

"No.., no one shall take Baruna from me!" Pearls crackling fiercely.

"I must get out of here immediately, I must keep Baruna away from the people who want to separate her from me!" pedantically.

The pearl rushed up from her seat and stepped her feet towards Mama Yuna's room. Anxiety began to melt her, she was afraid that Mama Yuna would lock the door of her room again like she had earlier this afternoon.

The pearl grabbed the doorknob, and twisted it slowly. His anxiety was slightly lessened as it turned out that the door was unlocked and the Pearl went straight inside.

Inside Mama Yuna's room, once again the Pearl could not hold back her tears as she watched the heartwarming scene before her eyes.

Baruna and Mama Yuna were fast asleep and Baruna looked so calm in Mama Yuna's arms.

"Oh my God, can I separate them? Baruna and Madam Yuna were already very close, the bond between them was so strong," her voice was full of haru.

"Madam Yuna has just started to stabilize her emotions, if I take Baruna away from her, what about her mental state later? his emotions would definitely be out of control anymore and his mental health would definitely get worse." Pearls are increasingly worried and feel locked in a dilemma.

On the one hand she was afraid that Arkha and Mama Yuna would take Baruna from her, while on the other hand she could not bear to separate Baruna from Mama Yuna.

A pearl rubbed his chest and then came out of Mama Yuna's room. He went into his room and immediately threw his body on his bed. For a moment he closed his eyes trying to calm his turmoil. However, his mind was so bright that he was very confused about what to do after knowing all about Arkha and Mama Yuna.

The pearl buried its head on the pillow and squeezed the pillow firmly. His heart was so troubled that the anxiety and fear of being separated from his son grew even more so. Her tears continued to drip unbearably until they soaked the pillow.

"Lord, please give your guidance" he prayed in his heart, "do I have to go or stay here?" said it.

After a long time of thinking, Pearl then woke up from his bed while exhaling rough breath. Immediately, he picked up his clothing bag from inside the closet.

"I have to get out of here, I won't let Arkha and Lady Yuna take Baruna away from me!" The pearl assures the path chosen by her heart.

"Mis Madam Yuna is sleeping, I will be leaving quietly tonight as well!"

The pearl rushed to pack some of her clothes and Baruna's clothes then covered her head and face with a veil.

"Una, wake up, baby! we have to get out of here" whispered the Pearl as she gently rubbed the little boy's head.

Baruna gasped as Pearl woke her up. "Mother...!" surprised scream.

"Ssttt...!" The pearl instantly calmed Baruna down with an index finger code that she placed on her lips.

"Don't talk out loud, honey. Later Oma Yuna woke up," forbid Pearl by whispering in Baruna's ear.

"Where are we going, Mommy?" baruna asked in a whisper.

"We're going to go find Tirta's father" Pearl lied.

"Hoyee..., Daddy's cayi!" Baruna shouted again.

"Ssttt...!" The pearl put an index finger on her lips and Baruna immediately kept silent, understanding her mother's orders.

Slowly the Pearl lifted Baruna's body from the bed and carried her. He again settles his steps leaving Mama Yuna who is still sound asleep.

In front of the apartment door, Pearl stopped her steps again with a long sigh.

"I'm sorry, Madam Yuna. I have to take Baruna away from here, I have no other choice, I don't want Madam or Madam's son to take it from me" Inner Pearl tried to be sure of her decision to leave the apartment.

The sun is no longer visible, the day is getting darker and the lights that adorn the entire city have begun to light up.

While holding Bruna, Pearl continued to move her legs without direction, she only wanted to be able to go all the way from Mama Yuna's apartment.

"Where are we gonna fuck Tilta's dad, Mom?" baruna asked in astonishment as they had walked far enough. However, what he was looking for did not meet him.

"Patience, darling, we will meet Father" said Pearl with a smile looking at her son's face.

"I don't know where to go these nights?" pearls in the Heart. Although he was agitated and confused, he still had to smile in front of Baruna.

"I'll find lodging around here, tomorrow I'll think about where I should take Baruna to" he thought.

Pearl kept walking in the thick of the night through the sidewalk on the road that was quite quiet in the city, her eyes always turned to the right and left hoping to find cheap lodging around the place.

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For those of you who are eagerly waiting for the meeting between Mutiara and Segara, please be patient, soon the author will meet.

While waiting for them to gather again, may deh cheat first to the work of my Senior Brother Weny Hida. The novel is over and the story is guaranteed to make a paper.

But the affair should not be long, when Segara up again, nongol back again in the day ye...!