I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
79. Want to Explain

The movement under the blanket that morning raised the face of Ariel who looked lazy to wake up.

Moreover, he had a day off work today, making him more reluctant to get out of his bed.

However, his stomach actually did a long drama by continuing to sound immediately to the side because he had not eaten properly for the past few days.

"I'm lazy, but I'm hungry too" he lamented.

Revealing the blanket from his body, he immediately went to the bathroom to perform his morning ritual.

In his mind, he kept saying he wasn't going anywhere today and wanted to relax.

Ariel ransacked the kitchen to find what she could cook for breakfast other than cereal. Because a few days ago he did not shop for his kitchen needs. For a simple reason, in front of Joel's house until midnight, and the next morning he only ate outside (More precisely the food that was ordered was not touched at all).

"Ah, stop. I eat a cigar, I'm lazy to cook potatoes and eggs, it takes a lot of time" Ariel grumbled when she only found potatoes and eggs in her kitchen.

After saying that, he immediately grabbed the cereal box and smeared milk storage while taking out a bowl and spoon.

"Hats-chi,,,,"

Ariel sneezed back, and felt her body getting more unpleasant compared to last night, even when bribing the cereal into her mouth, it was bitter on her tongue, causing her to stop eating.

Suddenly the doorbell of his apartment rang, making him turn towards the door and glance at the wall clock.

"Who came so early?" mumbling Ariel.

Ariel peeked out of the door and came back to see Joel still wearing the same clothes he wore last night.

"Is he crazy, he didn't come home and wait out front all night?" Ariel Decak.

Irritated, he immediately returned to his room, revived his phone.

The number of calls and messages from Joel appeared on the screen of his phone, to make him stunned.

'Ting,,'

'Ting,, '

A new message notification came back, and it was from Joel. However Ariel immediately ignored him and threw the phone over his bed.

"Ugh, now my head is throbbing, it sucks," Ariel gripped her head.

Without realizing it, his eyes closed again after Ariel dropped his head on top of the void. The pain in his head brought him back to sleep.

The discomfort in her stomach woke her sleep up, making Ariel rush up and get off her bed.

Ariel glanced at the door several times, wondering if Joel was still there or gone. With the road settled, Ariel approached the door and peered in the door, but found no one there.

"It's good that if he's gone, it'll be troublesome if he passes out here" Ariel murmured. "And who will lift his great body?" coined.

Ariel went to the kitchen with an empty glass in her hand, then filled the glass again and returned to the room.

Laying down his body, he put his hand on his forehead, covering half his eyes.

"I wanted to go out to find medicine, but standing up for too long I felt the world go round, if I walked out I felt like I could collapse at any time" he lamented softly.

Ariel pulled her blanket over again, feeling the cold get stronger than before. His body began to shiver, making him raise the blanket to cover his head.

'TEETT,,,,'

'TEETT,,,'

The sound of the doorbell rang out again, waking Ariel from her sleep. Just as Ariel opened the blanket, she was stunned when the day had turned dark.

"How long have I actually been asleep?" muttered.

"Akh,,," he softly groaned as he gripped his head, feeling the pain that was becoming stronger attacking him.

'TEETT,,,,'

'TEETT,,,'

'TEETT,,,'

Again, the sound of his apartment doorbell rang again. Shortly after, his phone rang.

Ariel didn't quite see the screen of her phone, and immediately received a call. Sticking his phone in his ear until he realized after hearing the voice of someone who contacted him.

"Hallo,," said Ariel.

"Ariell, thank you for taking my call" said Joel.

"I beg Ariel, listen to my explanation for a moment" Joel asked expectantly.

"Can you open the door? I'd like to talk to you for a second" Joel said.

"Say,!" ariel's word is brief.

"Please, Ariel. Open the door first," Joel asked.

"Say it or I'll shut it down" Ariel said briefly.

"This is not something that can be said through a cell phone, Ariel. Please, just open the door for a moment" Joel asked.

'CLICK,,'

Ariel just decided to hang out with Joel. And back to dunking his head slammed.

"He's coming again" murmured Ariel.

"Why should I behave like this? Obviously Bram has explained it and I can accept that explanation, but why don't I go see him and I miss him too?" said Ariel lirih.

"But I can't just forget what I saw, I just want to forget what I saw yesterday" he continued.

Ariel only relied on the drinking water she had brought to the room before, and again she was not aware her eyes were closed again. He woke up the next day, and felt his condition become worse, even his face paled.

Ariel groped her bed, and grabbed her phone, trying to find the number she was about to call and swiping the dial.

"Can I ask you a favor, Gerry?" ask Ariel.

"Sure, just tell me what it is" replied Gerry.

"Tell them, I didn't train today" Ariel said.

"Why?" gerry asked in surprise.

"My body doesn't feel very good, I even need to try hard to get out of bed" said Ariel.

"You sick?" ask Gerry worriedly.

"It looks like it's just the flu or a fever. I'm going to the clinic later to buy medicine, so please tell them it's a day off, but I don't forbid them from practicing on their own" Ariel said.

"All right, I get it. I'll tell them and visit you when you're done" Gerry said.

"Thank you, I'm so helped" Ariel said.

"It's not a problem, just rest" Gerry said.

Ariel ends her call and sees a phone screen full of message notifications, and all messages from Joel.

Ariel flipped the phone in her bed, feeling increasingly dizzy with the writing of messages that felt moving for her.

'TEETT,,,,'

'TEETT,,,'

The sound of the doorbell seemed to terrorize him, making Ariel forced her feet to walk towards the door even though it took more effort to do it.

"Ariell,,,"

Joel's voice again sounded behind the door, sounding sad mixed with regret.

"I know you're inside, you're not training today because you want to avoid me, I beg Ariel, open the door. I want to talk, I'll explain everything" he lamented.

"What you saw yesterday is not what you think it is,"

"I never once thought of doing such a thing in front of you, not even behind you,"

"I also don't know why he suddenly came,"

"But you keep doing it, Joel," replied Ariel.

"Ariell,," welcomed Joel with relief but also with pleasure.

Joel's voice changes after hearing Ariel's voice responding to her words, and tries not to lose the opportunity to talk to Ariel.

"I swore I didn't mean to do it, I thought the noise that was knocking on my door was the kids around playing. I was also surprised because it was Christina" Joel explained.

",,,,"

",,,,"

"Ariel, are you still there?" call Joel after waiting just get silence.

"Are your words really trustworthy?" ask Ariel.

"I can prove it" Joel replied quickly.

"You know exactly that's not what I mean, right?" ariel replied asking.

"That, I can explain, but please, open the door. I'll tell you everything, the reason why I lied to you, the reason I didn't have time for you to look like I was ignoring you, but I didn't mean to" Joel said.

Joel was standing right in front of the door, his palm touching the door where on the same side Ariel was doing the same. Silence shrouded them again, making Joel think Ariel would not open the door for him.

"Well, I'm leaving, I just want you to know that you're the one I love, not her. I've been relieved enough to hear your voice, I'm sorry for not telling you the truth from the start" said Joel in despair.

Thundering in Ariel's heart refusing to let Joel go, she does not want Joel to step away from her. He felt that if Joel stepped away, he would never see him again.

Ignoring his pain, his hand slowly stretched open the lock and turned the door knob. As soon as the door opened, Joel looked at Ariel a little surprised as Ariel finally opened the door for her.

Joel was seen trying to refrain from hugging Ariel, but his feelings could not be contained until finally clutching tightly Ariel who just stood sculpting.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" she lamented in Ariel's ear.

Ariel just pecked without returning Joel's embrace to her. After a while, Joel let go of his embrace and put a hand on Ariel's boat.

Joel feels Ariel is still angry at him, making him bow his head, while Ariel, in fact, tries to keep his consciousness intact.

His gaze began to revolve in front of him, he even felt Joel circling, as he blinked, Ariel actually saw everything in front of him had a double amount.

'Can't you just go home, Joel? I saw you there are two, where you are the real one I can't tell the difference, Ariel's inner self.

"You can punish me anything, but don't punish me by avoiding me, I can't accept it, I'll do anything to make you believe what I say, too," he said still with his head down.

Ariel remained unmoved, not even saying a word after opening the door. Slowly Joel raised his face, and that was when Joel only realized Ariel's face looked paler.

"Ariel,," Joel sizzled.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" ask Joel worried.

His outstretched hand touched Ariel's face, and was shocked afterwards. Joel widened his eyes as he touched Ariel's hot cheeks.

"A-Ariell, you're so hot, hey, do you hear me?" Joel shook his shoulder slowly Ariel who was still standing still sculpting.

Ariel felt his tongue was a bit off, he wanted to say something, but it was very difficult, he also heard Joel who was worried about him, but his tongue refused to say anything. The humming sound in his head grew stronger, his legs suddenly weakened, and in just an instant, the darkness hugged him tightly.

"ARIELLL,,,,"

Joel exclaimed in panic When suddenly Ariel drooped in his arms.

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