I'm Not Daria
Aneh

"Ohhhhh."

"Oh yeahhhhhhh"

"Harder"

"Faster!"

"Yes, yaaaaaaa aaaarggh"

"You have to stop moaning like that. If anyone hears you, they'll misunderstand." Devan said, while his hands did wonders on my bare skin.

"I knew. But you make me feel very comfortable.I can't help it." said as I finger************** bed linen.

"At least don't be so loud!" Devan panicked, looking embarrassed

I laughed, "Okay, I'll try. You just keep going what you're doing"

After we had dinner and decided to go to our cabin, Devan realized that my neck and back muscles were still sore, so she volunteered to massage me and that's why I couldn't stop moaning. He can be a good masseuse.

"Does it hurt?"

"Yes, a little."

Devan kept massaging my back and neck for a long time and after that I started to feel guilty for telling him to do it

"That's enough. Thanku".

"Are you sure? I can do it for some more time."

"No, it's okay, I'm fine now".

He's stopped. "Okay, I'll get ready for bed"

I pulled my shirt back onto the bra and stretched it a little, grimacing when I realized that it still hurt a little to move.

After he finished, it was my turn and went inside with a toiletry bag.

When I finished, I got out. I didn't have any plans for what we were going to do the next morning, so I assumed that we would just have breakfast and then call the driver to pick us up. We were both in no condition to do any other activity. I hope the sprain is not serious and he can go to work comfortably from Monday.

Devan sits on the edge of a small bed, bending over while playing his phone. Suddenly she realized that her bed was not as big as my bed at home and we had to sleep close together.

I've made a mistake. When booking a cabin, for some reason, just order one. I'm not considering whether Devan will be comfortable with this or not? Why do I think that she would be okay sharing a bed with me?

This is not the first time we have done it. But this time it's different. Our feelings are clear. We like each other. Plus, didn't he already say there shouldn't be too intimate touch?!

I cursed myself while looking at him. He was unaware of my presence.

"Devan." She's staring. "Did you mind sharing a bed with me? I just booked a room with this little bed. I made a mistake".

"It's okay. I'm fine."

I want to convey the policy of no physical contact, no touch, no crossing the line, but I hold it back.

"Okay, shall we go to bed?"

He's nodding. "Come on. It's been a long but fun day. We should get some rest.

I turned off the lights and lights on the nightstand and suddenly we were covered in darkness. I fumbled over the bed, hissing in pain as my toes tripped over one of his legs.

"Are you okay?" He peered into the darkness but doubted he could see me.

"Yes, I'm fine." I said while sneaking under the blanket.

"Hey" I saw his silhouette in the darkness. "May I take off my shirt?"

"okay."

In the darkness, I saw him pull his shirt over his head and throw it somewhere on the nightstand. I could see her delicate skin against the background of the window.

And then she lay right next to me, under the same blanket. We both lay on our backs, staring at the ceiling.

With the little confidence I had, I gathered the courage to ask something I wanted to do

"Do you think of hugging as physical contact?" I looked up and could see the structure of his face.

"No." He said after a few seconds of thought

"okay"

I'm a little surprised

I felt her shift towards me and slowly I shifted towards her as well until my fingers touched the bare skin on her chest.

He tucked his arm under my head and grabbed a few hairs off my face before putting them on my waist. Our faces are close together. I could feel the soft caress of her lips on my temple and I extended a hand around her waist.

I fell asleep in a matter of minutes. Sleeping in his arms feels like home. It is like being in a loved place.

....

"Why are you smiling like that?". Devan asked, with a small smile playing on his lips

I shook my head. "Nothing."

His smile widened and he lowered his head down towards his shoes to hide them.

We sat outside the cabin, waiting for the driver to show up. We had enough rest but still could not afford to travel another three hours down the mountain, so we decided to go home after breakfast and wander around the place.

"Did you enjoy it? Even though your ankle sprained?"

"of course. Thank ye. I think I really need this trip?"

"That's what I'm thinking too." I said, pleased with myself.

We were silent in silence. Check if we have brought all our stuff.

"Well"

"Hmm?"

"I don't know if I'm right, but is there a problem between you and Anna?"

I'm staring. "There was a problem for months. It took me a while to realize it."

"I'm sorry, I never saw you two together so don't know. And I don't think you like to talk at dinner."

"I knew. Your mind is always busy with work, you may not realize who is sitting next to you." I said as I patted his temples.

"I know you're sitting next to me. I always pay attention to where you sit, what are you saying?, what are you doing?." He said, it makes me dizzy in my heart

"really? Let's test that, shall we,?

"A few days ago, you thanked the cook for the food but you called him Mario."

I groan. "I know, God, that's embarrassing. Something happened and now that he's gone, I miss him. Well, I miss him."

"I'm sorry mimta."

"For what?"

"Because it took away your friend, it means a lot to you".

"Devan, I've said it's okay. If you tell me before he leaves, I'll convince you not to send him away and he'll miss a good opportunity, so thank you for not telling me. I should have apologized for yelling at you that day. I'm pissed off with you. I didn't mean that. I said I hate you. That's not true. You know that, right?"

"of course. If it's true why are you trying so hard for our date?"

"I can never hate you, I hate myself for saying that and all the other bad things." He nodded and stroked my hair.

"What happened to Anna?. You guys are very good friends."

I shrugged my shoulders, "Come on. He just changed, I didn't even realize when it happened. He started to act cold to me. At first he just avoided me. He won't talk to me. He just locked himself in his room. He would just go out to eat and make excuses when I asked what was wrong?. Then after a few days, he began to be rude. We even screamed at each other a few times. I've thought of the reason in my head a million times to figure out what went wrong but couldn't find anything"

"Did you find anything strange about him? Maybe he's having a hard time and doesn't want to worry you? Maybe there's a family problem?"

I shook my head. "He doesn't get along well with his family. They don't admit him. They never called or looked at him. Not because of that. Reason's different".

"Ah, right. One strange thing was that Anna and Luna seemed to be hiding something. We had a date a few days ago. Anna and Luna go together. Bella bothered me with various things and when I asked about them, she said, she did not know what was going on and just did as Luna ordered. They were gone all day and Anna had just returned the next morning. Luna. She sounded protective of Anna and she wouldn't let me see her. You remember, Devan? He was there early in the morning and he caught us in the kitchen being-"

I cut off the conversation, suddenly remembering that day that made blood pool on my cheek. "Uh .. kissing". Further

"Yes, I remember that"

And now again we smile at our shoes, trying to control the slope above the corner of our lips.